In the meantime, back to square one. Life seems to be like that these days, two steps forward, three steps back, or perhaps I am being too hard on myself. After resigning from my Te Reo course I feel a little strange, as I did say to myself that I would hang in there, no matter what. But really, I am learning just SO little for the time I put in, however my experience has been profitable enough in attending the Marae and learning some Maori customs which are all important to understanding their rich culture, of which I am not at all a part, by the way.
That said, I have no regrets in having attempted to learn their lovely sonorous language, full of love and longing, but just a little loaded on the Christian side with all their 'karakia' - prayers. That was really the straw which broke the camel's back as I certainly don't need to learn more Christan prayers. At least in Tiwhanwhana it is interlaced with a lot of humour and practical living customs, and of course, the poi which I love to learn, however slowly. It is a bit like Te Reo, so alien that I will take a very long time to learn it.
Great hot chocolate...I have started thinking where I will be in three years time, when I start my seventh twelve year cycle in 2017. I really feel it won't be in NZ as my time will be up, but where, I am still not sure. I intend to re-visit Vancouver before I make any firm decisions, as that city has a distinct pull for me, in so many ways, but I may, by that time, be ready for a final solution, somewhere in OZ, and it is Newcastle which is beckoning. I hope to have a quick visit there on my October Sydney trip, just to see how it's going. After all it is now twenty years since I quit that lovely city. I have always thought it a possibility for 'retirement'...great climate, close to Sydney, nice friends, and a small city. Now I just need to hear from the ECK as to where IT wants me to go. Will I ever stop travelling, I don't really know, but I would like my own little pad with a pussy cat, one day, like I had in Hobart, but at a new stage of my life in a very different place. What is right for me will happen, that I know for sure.
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